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Responsible Kid

  Everyone treasures their childhood memory the most but I just want to forget every second of it. I didn’t had a dad, mom looked after me and my big brother but there was a thing with my brother, he was special, he was suffering from autism. I liked him but at times I didn’t like the fact that he got more attention from our mother.   No matter what I did mom never praised me, all she cared was about my brother and it was killing me inside. I felt like she didn’t even like me and want me. It was not like I could go anywhere, they were all I had. I was eight when I won my first black belt in taekwondo after training for 2 years. I was so excited to get home and show it to my mom.   When I got home, my mom was crying and my brother looked like he was beaten up. Then I remembered that I was supposed to look after my brother when mom was at work, but I stopped with friends to celebrate. When mom saw me, I excitedly showed her my black belt but she came up to me and slapped me tw

Last GoodBye

  Missing someone is like being in hell. Everything in my life was going great with my son and my husband until my son died. He was only five when he died due to Pneumonia. I was devastated, he was my whole world, and I just couldn’t believe that he was never coming back. It was hard for my husband as much as it was hard for me, but his only concern was me at that moment as I was basically broken.   Nothing was same after my son’s perished, everything I knew was changed. I didn’t leave by bed for days, didn’t get proper sleep, just crying day and night. It was same for my husband, he was not showing it but still he was no better than me. Each passing day was harder than day before, everything reminded me of him.   Months passed I was not getting any better I got sick myself. As long as I remembered I had been dreadful, I didn’t left my room. All I did was hold my son’s photo in my hand and cry. Everyone was saying I was going crazy as I wouldn’t talk to anyone or let anyone ne